Pain pain pain PAIN PAIN PAIN pain pain PAIN pain PAIN PAIN PAIN
It’s hard to think about anything else right now. Even with the meds it hurts, they just dull down the worst for a while but it keeps coming back. When is it going to end?
Last night was horrible. Took a couple of pills right before bed and slept decently, only to wake up at 2 am when they wore off. Spent what felt like an eternity in pain waiting for the new ones to start working, enough time to get the mind whirling in bad thoughts and a feeling of hopelessness.
Those who deal with chronic pain ALL THE TIME FOREVER must be living through hell. They have my sympathies for sure.
Now time for another hospital visit. Fingers crossed for improvement soon.