Perhaps

All this time I have been longing for children.

All this time we have struggled, and hoped, and cried without use.

Again and again have we had hope torn away.

Again and again have I felt as though

life itself deems me unfit,

a failure,

useless.

 

Perhaps I am not meant to be a mother.

Perhaps that pain is one I can not escape

but one I am meant to embrace.

 

Perhaps it is not meant to be.

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