Emails for breakfast, lunch, and dinner

Ages and ages ago I posted this little post here, about what I called the ’email technique’.  And here I am again, amazed by how this humble method works in my favour and wanting to share it with the world.

I write stories, I always have. But unfortunately I also suffer from absolutely crippling self doubt and most often the stories are never finished, because before the end I have convinced myself that it is so poorly written, so terrible in every way, that I’d be a fool to continue.

Others I will tell, don’t worry about the quality! Just write, if you love writing then carry on anyway. A first draft is always crappy anyway, that’s why you have the second draft and the third. So don’t worry, just write.

I can tell others but I can’t seem to tell myself. But even so I keep coming back to the computer, writing and writing and writing again. It’s been going on since I learned to write and it will probably go on until I am no more. It would however be fantastic if I actually managed to finish my stories. The dream is of course to be published but for now I’ll settle with that more humble goal – to finish a story.

So, what about the email technique?

In essence it is my way of making myself carry on, and not get caught reading and re-reading what’s already written. Yes eventually I need to edit and rewrite, but not now. Now I just need to carry on, and so this is perfect.

I write to myself. Short passages, sometimes just a sentence or two, and click send. Once it is sent (to myself still) I can leave it at that, move on with what comes next. Yes it is painstakingly slow but… is it? I’ve written far more this way, though each segment sent is tiny the process prompts me to continue, and so I end up with more than I would have if I had set out to write a page or two in one go.

Of course I cut and paste it all into a proper document as well, but not every day and I try not to actually look at it too much, it’s just a precaution to keep the entirety safe.

And with that it’s time I get on with today’s work. There is much to do so I better get on with it. But before I start I will send myself an email. Just a few sentences to keep the ball rolling.

It had never been their intention to see her permanently damaged, the teeth had been an unfortunate accident. Ellie sucked on her own and imagined them missing. The thought made her cringe. Poor girl. 

 

 

6 thoughts on “Emails for breakfast, lunch, and dinner

  1. I think the email technique is a good idea. I usually write everything I do in a notebook first, and that helps calm my inner critic. Hope you productivity and confidences goes up.

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    1. Oh how I wish notebook writing worked as well for me! I love, absolutely love, notebooks and keep buying them with the intent of filling them with words… But rather than calming my inner critic it seems to just make it worse. 😦 But good to hear it works for you!

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  2. Thank you for this. I’m going to have to try it myself. I’ve been pushed to write a rather large story, and am having a hard time trying to get pieces of it down. Perhaps this will help.

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    1. I hope it will! For me the trick is to really set the bar low. 😀 Go into it thinking you’ll write two sentences and then send. It tends to grow from that!

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  3. Actually I do the same, in order to save an idea I write briefly about it, and send it to myself, the only problem with that I got over a thousand drafts, when I gone have the time to go through them? 🙂

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